Sorry, not in the mood to post proper entries. LOL
Anyways, ppl who think its fun studying at TAS, think again. The temperature there is hotter then the main land, the food is SOOOO much more ex =/ and we gotta wake up much earlier in order to get to our lessons on time. =/
Well, I guess the best part was only during the first week of sch. Only lectures and the rest of the day was free = Beaches and tanning and swimming! Woo~! But not anymore =/ Lessons take up about the whole day and so no beach partying for us =(
I dont think I'll like Business Etiquette. I gotta cut SHORT hair!!! Man, i'm gonna miss the wind in my hair and all the things i've done with it =/ Now the wind will only be blowing at my SCALP =/ 3 hours of business ettiquete tutorial straight. Must wear full business suit, stupid hairstyle. But i guess we'll come out as "gentlemen" And this is the subject where HTM and LRM students say that the uglier you look, the better the grade you'll get. WTH?!!!
Well, it's only for 1 sem, i guess. and during SIP again. Haiz.. Schoolboy look, here i come again! =X
I miss TP I miss Frens @ TP I miss ******
Posted by pika ::
23:14 ::
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, April 22, 2007
*Smiles*
Hey, don't write yourself off yet It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on. Just try your best, try everything you can. And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
[Chorus] It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, you know they're all the same. You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in. Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself. It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
[Chorus x2] It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on. Just do your best, do everything you can. And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
[Chorus x2] It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
I use to wonder where were going And where I wanted to be Sitting alone all shocked up waiting for my destiny Hearing songs on the radio wishing that could happen to me, oh no Then when you came into the picture then I knew quickly That we could build something so strong Expect the best for the future Forget about what used to be I need you here all life long
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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Business won overall champion again! Woo~! =D 3 years in a row le, so we get to keep thr trophy forever now! XD
Thursday was the first day of business sch orientation, i slept at 4am, and woke up at 6am. I couldnt sleep at night. Not sure why i couldnt sleep though.. Or maybe i do, but its questionable. =/ First day was damn tiring. The moment i reached home at 930, i took a shower and fell asleep at 945 already. Woke at 6 am again the next morning.
2nd day, i pangseh-ed my class for half a day for regatta training. The results : Freshie guys team, 2nd Freshie gals team, 2nd Sl gals team, 1st SL guys team, 2nd
Woo! We won overall reagatta champion sch too! XD
Jam & Hop session after the days events. Went to sports hall at 830. They were still playing band music. And it wasnt nice at all. SO went to design sch for their jam and hop. It was much cooler then the one at sports hall. Nice lights, air-con, the people dere were lik on a much higher level and they were playin house music all the way. However, went back to sports hall at 9pm and joined the rest of the people.
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Emo again. Zzz. Why? Do I really know the reason myself? My iTunes has been stuck on the emo-playlist for some time now. I dont feel like listening to other kind of songs at the moment =( I find it more drama to hear emo music when you're emo. More drama, but better, in a way =/
Slept at 5am last night. I appeared offline from 130 onwards. Maybe I'm just confused about what's on my mind. So many stuffs. Many, many, many stuffs.. 1 hour of sleep only. I don't feel lik sleeping, no matter how tired I am. Why are these stuffs happening?!! And to top it off, sch starts this monday.. Oh great..
Eternity never seems to end.. Everytime i listen to songs, I start visualising scenes in my mind..
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Pre-orientation!!
Went for regatta training today!! Dragon boating was damn fun. Especially when Karine splashed all the water into my eyes -.-. However, the people that joined the regatta was.. -.- DIAO LEH!! Only 2 gals?!!!! Quick, anyone from business sch can join le! Dont need be SL also can join! So go join, K?!! Very fun! We need more guys too! =)
After that, went to help the SL program com with their preparations for the Orientation. We were playing emo music and acting emo inside. LOL!! We were also making pom poms! $40 bucks worth of shredded paper was used juz to make it. At last count, there was only a few hundred plus?!! They've gotta have over 2000 to 3000 pom poms done by thurs or fri. LOL!! Good luck.. HA! XD
Somehow, its better to be more emo by yourself or with someone close. Not with a whole group =X
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Random-ness
I mentioned that he always actioned too much. And always shows off, to whomever is there. To whomever he is trying to impress, I do not give a damn. But the things he did, always ended up with people almost getting hurt. Not many people really believed me. They said that I was biased, due to certain issues. But last night proved my point to all who were there. And I wasnt even the one who said anything. One mentioned his opinions (which were my points from the start) and the rest started to agree.
When we questioned him why he did that, he said that it was on purpose. We were all lik "WTF?!!!"It was the STUPIDEST excuse ever. It was so clear that it was his male ego answering. Who in his right mind would crash his vehicle into another vehicle, while reversing and say that it was on purpose. -.-
Those who were with him were sacred, very afraid. But they did not do certain stuffs due to their respect as a friend. He suggested going to a place. But we got the wrong message. We drove way ahead of him, as those who were with him were very frightened and did not want to travel fast. We stopped an mrt station as they were no where in sight. We called them and they were already at their destination. We were confused as we were going 3 times faster then them, but the destination was still far away. We had different destinations. We thought we were head to OUR destination cuz they wanted to play pool. But the actual destination was somewhere else. We asked for what purpose should we go there in the first place. He said to see aeroplanes take off and land and see stars. We were all stunned, as we know at that time (2am++) there would be no flights. Morever, that place was not an ideal place for viewing in the first place. We talked and talked and grumbled and got him to come to where we were. We decided to go somewhere else to jalan jalan.
On the way, we commented on his actions; "who was he trying to impress?!! Must be the girls lah. But he doesnt even know, then want to act lik he know so much...." We were all irritated, and worried for those who were with him.
We went to the place. I wasnt feelin lik talking to everyone at the moment. I was gazing up at the skies, and lost myself in thoughts as i gazed at the stars. The night sky was better then average. At least there was a much nicer amount of stars in the sky, rather the usual countable nights. I thought of her, and I many things about us, myself and other events that happened. I suddenly wished I had my guitar or piano. I wanted to be in a nice shelter lik those we see in shows, with a piano in the middle.. I wanted to let my emotions take over. Express myself in music.
I don't feel bout talking about it anymore. At least not now. haha. Only dampens my mood. The moral behind the story, time will eventually reveal everything. (The above is a true story, recounted by yours truely >.<) I actually talked to Shijin alot during the chalet. LOL. I don't usually talk to her alot. But yeah, we somehow clicked during the 2 days. LOL. Maybe its cuz of that topic. LOL!!
I hate pointless waiting.. * sulks* At least waiting with a those special people is ok. But just waiting for someone who never comes.. (sighs)
You're the light in my times of darkness You're the North star in my night sky You're just like a pill, always makin me better..
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Sentosa; Sch
OK.. I think my blogger has some problems. I'm unable to post up my entries if I try to add in pictures!! =( So there wont be any pictures until I am able to solve the problem.
Been going back to sch the past 2 nights for FoC. LOL!!! I'm Super food delivery pika*!! I kinda wished I had joined the camp. Oh well.. haha It looked like ALOT of fun!!! Oh, and walking along the corridors of Business sch to the mushroom and to the main road ALONE at 3-4AM is DAMNN freaky..
Went to Sentosa on tuesday. Main attraction for MY group, 'Images Of Singapore'. My group consisted of Me, Ruhan, Mike and Clement. The newly renovated museum was very nice! At least much better then before it was renovated. Firstly, when u enter, the staff will direct you to a room, where you'll be greeted by a 'GHOST'! Then you can walk along some some corridors and rooms and see how Singapore progress since it was discovered. The wax figures look quite human-like. And for some areas, if you're not careful, you'll be shocked by some people who pretend to be part of the wax figures. Their acting skills, SUPERB!
Photos for Sentosa will be up soon! ;)
I'm given a choice.. either do my gig at Ben & Jerry's, Cathay branch. Or Esplanade.. which should i choose, hmm..
Some songs really make you think, don't they.. The human brain is such a complex feature..
I was so happy, Until I woke up, And realised it was only just a dream.. =(
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Monday, April 09, 2007
Love
Is this the time of the year where people are going through the relationship problems again? Wierd huh.. Since comin to poly, I've learnt that thery're certain 'time slots' where relationship problems will start to occur for most people. The most common one that everyone agrees on,is the exam period. This period, confirm will have!
I'm into 2 really sentimental hits now XD. Dunno why leh, but i just feel like listening to such genres now. Maybe its the melody, maybe its the lyrics.
The first one on my playlist is 'Vulnerable' by Roxette. Nice song =)
Second one is a Thai song. The title of the song is 'แวว รักแท้ดูแลไม่ได้'. LOL!! XD ALright, its 'My Love Is Real, But I Didn't Take Care Of It'. I find it a REAL classic. I still vividly remember what the song is about. I cant interpret each verse of the song, but i know what the whole song is about. You interpereted the song for me. Its a DAMNN meaningful song, i feel. This song was chucked away somewhere in my com but my iTunes coincidentally shuffled to it. And as I was thinking about some stuffs, I started to tear while hearing to this song. So Lovely =')
Reading some of my friend's blogs recently, I see that most of them are going through this 'period' again and I also came across this phrase;
'Tears, Sorrows and Anger all turn into satans winning edge.
Will the little angel in your heart tell you to carry on?'
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Its a meaningful phrase. My little angel is telling me to thrive on. But my body ain't doing what it hopes to be able to do.
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What am I talking about. Crap, that lovely Thai song is makin me tear again. It seems to be stirring up memories in me!! Oh, I'm not cryin' hor!!! just those kind where suddenly your eyes start to water those kind. hee =)
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, April 08, 2007
SLs OIE!!!
I'm back from SL camp! ^-^ It was a tiring but fun camp, getting sabo-ed here and dere( I shall NOT mention about this *puffs*)
Day 1 Met up with Bsc for lunch before heading to registration area. Boy, was it crowded! Then after, we were split up into our groups. The only person whom i knew in my group initiall was Lou-Lin =/ Oh, and i found one of my pri sch classmates in the same group as me too! Yenny, her name. I still rmb she always bully me in pri 3 lor... Zzz.. She also rmb me leh!! And she said I was "sooooooo much cuter then" -.- Pretty much forgot wad happened the rest of the day le.. LOL XD
At night, didnt sleep. Instead walked around with some people(the ppl kept changing) and in the end sat at the sports area and talked about ghost stories. Talked about it for at 2-3 hours!! Some are damn freaky.. but i enjoyed it. LOL. Then Lingyu came to irritate me.. -.- Pulling her hair down over her face(Look DAMN LIKE PONTIANAK CAN) and started whispering my name.. 'jon... jon.. gen wo wan..' FREAKY CAN!!!
At around 5 am, went to sleep. I had this wierd dream.. It was lik the movie, 'the ring'.. I was watching 'that' video and then my hp rang! I was shocked, and I woke up! And my hp DID ring! It was laocai, asking where Liyi was. -.- WTH?!!!!! And it was 515 at that time. I slept for 15 mins only -.- I didnt sleep anymore after that.
Day 2 Day 2 was ALP day. We did high elements. Was DAMNNNNNNN bloody boring =/ The high elements held at my sec 3 camp was SOOOO much better. I miss speed climbing up the 5 storey high pole. It was called the catepillar or sumthin, where 3 beams were connected to each other vertically with those rock wall rocks on it. I was the fastest! *beams* XD
At night, played some cluedo game which I felt was damn lame. They should've just sticked to NIGHT WALK! ^-^ A simple night walk would've soooo much better. Anyways, BSC nightwalk rocks! >.< align="center">
'Business will win the war, Business will win the war'
LOL
At night, had a performance and camp break. And that's about all I could rmb. LOL
SL oie!!! XD
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My skin is starting to peel from the sub burnt. Disgusting? I love to peel the skin away wahaha XD Was so fun to tease KB in sec sch! I juz have to start peeling my skin in front of him and he would be grossed out. LOL!!
Alrights
Everyday's a new day Each setback only makes us stronger Tomorrow will always be better
When I look into your eyes I don't have to fantasize You're a dream that's realised I'm dancing on the moon inside If life is cruel then someone lied
Posted by pika ::
18:14 ::
---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Friday, April 06, 2007
Keys to your heart
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
