Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Thanks To CASPER HENG'S influence(nagging), I have decided to study for RHT.
Posted by pika ::
22:33 ::
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
so long never blog liao. haha. Oh well.. I've been studying very hard for my exams ok... (yea ryte). ok la. i only read thru my notes for econs and Int Ht. But i did study very hard for OB ok!!! But now the big question.. SHOULD I STUDY FOR RHT?? i liek doing so badly in it laa. Oh well.. if study will fail, don study also fail.. then must as well dont study ryte!!! ahha! wahkaka.
I've decided not to study for rht. so that means.. my last paper end tmr! wahaha. after tmr 430, can go enjoy life le. no more books/ notes/ wadeva! wahaha
Posted by pika ::
21:55 ::
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
Casper Heng. Dont loser laa.. Must meet back with the old gang on 31st August.
I PROMISE i wont suan u la. XD
(crosses my fingers)
Anyways. Exams comin up le. Week after next. Next week no school.. BUT I STILL MUST GO BACK! walao.... all becuz i didnt put my "O" lvl cert in my port folio and now have to bring back the whole folio back to my teacher again.. hais. Luckily I went back to BDS on friday after school to collect it lor.
Not bad. The teachers at BDS still the best. lol. Saw all the uniformed groups doing their marching at the car park dere. not bad. NPCC and NCC still going strong. But never see the rest of the uniform groups. Dunno wad happened to the St' John's. But i have this strong feeling all the scouts must be flirting with the guys somewhere on the 4th floor of science block AGAIN! lol.. Yea.. those were the times.
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11:58 ::
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
maybe i should just delete msn huh.
People just misinterpret the tone of the other party at times. Consequences: leads to quarrels.. arguments. 1 min you can be happy. The next, upset or even angry. I so hate this kind of situations. .
I find my life in poly kinda miserable now when i think about it. People are so wierd. In 1 week, you can find so many friends to communicate with. The next, you find that everyone shuns you for no rhyme or reason. Or rather, you dont know the reasons behind these "strange" behaviour. I feel so lonely.
Sometimes, when something has happened in your life, you go to school feeling sad. That kind of feeling when you feel you just wont be happy. And it really shows you know. But some people just get it. When they talk to you and you give short answer replies like "yes" and "no", they say I'm attitude. But have you ever thought why thery're acting that way?? Have you even bothered to ask "has anything happened? You're kinda different todae.. abit off if you know what I mean."
No. All they say is you have attitude problem. Then turn to do their own business. Have they ever wonder how the other party is feeling? Have you ever wondered what kind of unpleasant things may have happened in the other party's life? NO.
Or rather, the impression you give other is NO. You're give the impression that you're an insensitive person, unaware of what others are feeling.
But then, maybe you just dislike the person so much that you wan him/her to know that you have an attitude problem with them. "Who cares how they feel huh? All that matters is that i have some people to hang around with and that i'm not bored to death."
Oh F**k everything. I'm so not in the mood right now. Everything is just my fault ok? Everyday is the worst day ever! Oh great.. now i cant sleep. perhaps i will just appear offline for the rest of the night and wait to see what tmr has in store for me. Maybe it will get better? Or maybe it'll just get a hell lot worst. Who the hell cares.
Posted by pika ::
22:33 ::
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Why do i have this distinct feeling that u're givin me attitude lately. have i done anything wrong? To irritate you or make you angry? I really have no idea. But I hope this doesnt continue. It's makin me uneasy. And i really treasure our friendship.
Another boring day at school.. hais. Only got revision lectures this week. oh well. Exams is just around the corner le. Next week is study week then EXAMS! and i still havent started studying yet! lol. i look around me and all my classmates have already started on their revision. Boy oh boy.. i really have gotta buck up le. Stop slacking! lol. Ok. I swear that i must started studying from next monday onwards! Pls make me slap myself if i dont fulfill this erm.. "swear" ? lol. dunno wad's its called. oh well. Off to listen more songs le! wohoo.
Posted by pika ::
22:52 ::
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
another day passes by.. and we're(my classmates and I) getting more and more irritated by a mad dog in our class. Really! we should stop being so nice to it! It's taking all our kindness for granted. We should just give him wad he deserves! ryte guys?! ;)
P.s. : u're really way to nice to it already la. Stop it! It's really takin everying for granted. I know that u feel sorry for it cuz of it's family background. but look at the wrong u're "suffering" now! U should stop holding back ur feelings and let it have a taste of it. WHEN WILL U BLOW YOUR TOP! XD
Posted by pika ::
22:01 ::
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Dark Clouds Cast A Shadow Over Our Hearts
I Listen Intently To The Feelings That Have Long been Silenced
Distinct And Clear
Just like A Beautiful Landscape
That Can Only Be Clearly Seen In One's Memories
Can A Heart That's Been Thoroughly Wounded Continue To Love Me
I Tried To Hold On To Your Cold Hands
The Tenderness In The Past
Is Locked In Time
All That's Left Is Sadness That Cannot Be Dispersed
Longing Is Like Maple Leaves, Slowly Drifting Down
I Light A Candle To Warm Up This Year-End's Autumn
The Aurora Steals Across The Horizon
The North Wind Flits Across The Face That's Been Thinking Of You
Ashes From My Burning Falls Like Leaves
But I can Never Regain Your Familiar Face Once Again
Longing Is Like Maple Leaves, Slowly Drifting Down
Why Must I Try To Recover AlL Before Winter Arrives
My Love For You Transcends All Time
Two Streams Of Tears That Were Shed For The Autumn's End
Let The Love Flood Through
I Just Want You By My Side
Can A Heart That's Been Thoroughly Wounded Contiue To Love Me
I Tried To Hold On To Your Cold Hands
The Tenderness In The Past
Is Locked In Time
All That's Left Is Sadness That Cannot Be Dispersed
The Lush Mountainside Forest
Withers In The North Wind
I Sway The Windchime Gently
Attempting To Awaken This Abandoned Love
Snowflakes Have Already Covered The Ground
Fearing That The Maple Leaves Outside The Window Are Already Frozen
Longing Is Like Maple Leaves, Slowly Drifting Down
I Light A Candle To Warm Up This Year-End's Autumn
The Aurora Steals Across The Horizon
The North Wind Flits Across The Face That's Been Thinking Of You
Ashes From My Burning Falls Like Leaves
But I can Never Regain Your Familiar Face Once Again
Longing Is Like Maple Leaves, Slowly Drifting Down
Why Must I Try To Recover AlL Before Winter Arrives
My Love For You Transcends All Time
Two Streams Of Tears That Were Shed For The Autumn's End
Let The Love Flood Through
I Just Want You By My Side
Posted by pika ::
14:29 ::
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When you've lost someone so dear to you.. you will start to reminisce all the good and bad times you spent together. And then you start to regret all the things you havent done together. Your heart will ache with so much pain that you feel as if you cant go on anymore. You feel that there is no meaning in life and want to vanish from the face of this earth.
I cant sleep properly as all i think about is you. Everytime i close my eyes, all the times we spent together flashes thru my head. Even when i manage to fall asleep.. all i dream about is you and all the things we coulda done together.. But now you're gone, and i know you can never come back.. I will hold on to these memories for the rest of my life. All the love, care, and concern you've showered upon me all this time.. I wish we all were immortals..
In Loving mermory Of xxxxxxxxxx
Has love completely permeate the face of the earth? The only thing i want is for you to be by my side..
Posted by pika ::
14:01 ::
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just now, went to marina bay to have steamboat and watch FIREWORKS! wahaha. Favourite part of national day time of year laa. wahaha. i so super love fireworks! all the different pretty colours and designs.. i didnt take any pics though.. and i dont regret it. cuz this is one of those times where u have to experience it to feel it. wahaha. I LURVE FIREWORKS!.
can someone tell me why i feel the way i feel..
Posted by pika ::
00:44 ::
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
Let's Pray.
I pray that things are not what they seem
I pray that things are much better than they seem
I pray that things would turn out not the way u expect
I pray that things would turn out the way u want it to be
I pray that your wish will come true
I pray my prayers will be answered
Let us hope that things will turn out for the best. I may not be good with words.. I may not know what to do when i just find out. But I pray with all my heart for u to be happy..
Posted by pika ::
22:37 ::
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
when u touch me.. all the pain seemed to disappear.. when we talk.. the pain seems to ease a little..when u left.. all the pain and agony returned with twice the intensity..
i have learnt my lesson. but sometimes u juz cant help it but repeat or rather, wanna repeat the same mistakes again. now.. all i can do is stop myself from doing it. who can help me.. only u..is the the power of ?
All i want is your touch,
All i want is your heaven right here by my side,
Every night
All i want is your touch,
All i want is your tenderness right here in my life,
Every morning and night
Girl cause your touch is so right.. ' touch' - clay aiken
Posted by pika ::
20:30 ::
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results out! i went to take an xray of my risk just now.. results.. a hairline crack in my bone.
damn.. how am i gonna do the IMF thingy now.. i cant carry heavy stuffs!! oh well.. hopefully i can get another position or else i will have to forfeit this event. sobs..
Posted by pika ::
11:52 ::
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Monday, August 07, 2006
This gonna take a long time yo type finish this post. i injured my hand pretty bad.. in intense pain and agony now..
anyway, i would just like thank to 2 of my closest classmates who showed great care and concern for me just now.. THANK YOU YUN QIAN AND MEL!
for such a short post.. it took me 45 mins to type it out.. when will i heal.. ='(
time heals all wounds..
Posted by pika ::
21:30 ::
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