My Only One

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

This was suppose to be up last nite. But blogger was down and so..

Had a bad day today..

Firstly, woke up at 715. There was still 15 mins extra. So i thought i'd close my eyes for another 15 mins as i was very tired. The next thing i knew, it was 945! WTH?? So i skipped macro lecture. Mann, i skipped it for like 1 month already leh.. i overslept on all occasions. =.=

So went to sch at 12 for POM lecture. Was damnnn boring. I could've slept throughtout the lecture mann. HAHA!

Went for jap tutorial. WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!!! Slacked for whole 2 hours in the room! Suppose to rehearse for our role play next week. But what's dere to do except juz to memorise our scripts! So my group members and I juz slacked and talked about stuff. HAHA!

Went to BSC room to slack after. AT 415, was going for SL interview where me and Lena met Pamela coming towards us. I was very "gong". I dunno what happened next. AS I came out from the BSC room, I turned left and paused for i dunno what reason. The next minute, i turned around and my head slammed against the wall. =.=

Damn xia suay lah!!! Now i've got a balakoo *sobs*

Hectic week this is gonna be.
I've gotta prepare for my solo presentation tmr for marketing. =(
Chiong my Macro articles and industry analysis ( havent started on both), deadline this fri.
FnB projct recipies!!! THIS IS A SHITLOAD OF STUFF TO DO!!!
Law articles! DAMN

And to top everying up, I've got a splitting headache now. =(

AND THANKS TO VERON FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE THE MOST! SHE'S A GREAT BUDDY! ^-^

Posted by pika :: 09:45 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Monday, January 29, 2007

Thanks To Kannan For Being Such A Great Fren! ^-^

Thanks TO My Ipod For Shuffling To All The Great Songs ^-^

Sexy Love
The Long Goodbye
珊瑚海
Behind These Hazel Eyes
楓

Thanks TO My Doggies, They're Really Men's Best Frens ^-^

So Many Things Happened This Week! HAHA! But i'm Going Thru Just Fine! Projects TO Rush! LOL! Stress ah! The Feeling so shiok! Andrenaline rush!!!

Posted by pika :: 22:54 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Friday, January 26, 2007

It's amazing how so much can happen in such a short manner of time.

1 day i can be up and jumping about, the next i can be feelin' so down and out.
I really wish i could be the one. But i guess its still to early to tell. But wad i am certain, Is that I ABSOLUTELY know what i want.

I really dont blame anyone for what happened. But it just hurts so much.

I wasnt able to sleep last night. I kept thinking about so many things. Why, How, What, Blearh..
Zzz. As a result, i had a headache for the whole of today. Fatigue at its highest level. A feelin' that i've never experienced before in my whole entire life.

You may not know this, But just a simple sms from you could leave me grinning from ear to ear. Seeing you makes me forget all my problems temporarily.

I am brain-dead now. Unable to think from the lack of sleep. Guess i'll stop here.

So Lately, Been Wondering
Who Will Be There To Take My Place
When I'm Gone, You'll Need Love
To Light The Shadows On Your Face
If A Great Wave Shall Fall,
And Fall Upon Us All
Then Between The Sand And Stone
Could You Make It On Your On

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

And Maybe, I'll Find Out
A Way To Make It Back Some Day
To Watch You, To Guide You
Through The Darkest Of Your Days
If A Great Wave Shall Fall
And Fall Upon Us All
Then I Hope There's Someone Out There
Who Can Bring Me Back To You!

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever you Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

Run Away With My Heart
Run Away With My Hope
Run Away With My Love

I Know Now,Just Quite How
My Life And Love Might Still Go On
In Your Heart, In Your Mind
I'll Stay With You For All Of Time

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

If I Could Turn Back Time
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
If I Could Make You Mind
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go..

Posted by pika :: 20:22 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Tuesday, January 23, 2007

END OF BIZ SHIELD!!! HAHAHAHA!

Had marketing oral test thingy today. Some of then questions were super duper hard! Luckily 4 out of 5 of the questions i picked was easy! HAHA! Everyone was saying i was so lucky today.. =.= LOL!!!

Biz shield ended today with the deciding matches for the street soccer and basketball. I was stationed at the street soccer side and it was damn fun! HAHA! Running around picking balls and playing with them! LOL!!!

Had dinner with the BSC ppl after that. I hurt my ankle leh!!! Grr.. stupid rat! LOL!! Made me jump and land wrongly.. Zzz.. HAHAH!!

Posted by pika :: 01:18 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, January 21, 2007

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

I went shopping just now! HAHA! I spent a friggin 300 bucks leh!!! WALAO! I CANT BELIEVE IT! HAHAHA!!!

Bought so many stuffs. After that, went to family to east coast for lunch! I had some irish stew.. SO SUCKY!!! EEUWWW!!!

Went for guitar lessons after. I'M SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY!!! I guess this must be what people call the calmness after the storm. LOL?? Now i'm talking so SOMEONE!!!

So BYE BYE!!

Posted by pika :: 16:45 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

Felt so friggin' wierd after that 'strange' incident.

Went to toilet at nite in sch. As i was doing my business, i heard this strange laughter
lik coming from the cubicle. But dere was no one dere. Everything in that toilet
suddenly felt so cold and eerie. I could feel the hairs on my back stand. DAMN
FREAKY!

Was sitting with mark,serene,lou-lin and jolene. At that time, i felt damn
strange. But i did tried my best to act normal. I think it didnt work.

Walked towards the stage area. This part was ok. Serene was doing her usuals,
haha, like 'u know..' ( i dunno if u do that to juz anybody. But to me, it meant?
something? HAHA. But i wont get the wrong idea. i know. hahaa.)

Went to join the crowd. Dunno y, but i felt damn lonely. No, it was because i was darn
lonely, a time of solitude. Everyone was with everybody else. i was alone. Felt so
friggin' Zzz. As they were dancing, i went to sit at the cca notice boards dere. I wanted
to be alone ( sometimes u get that kind of feelin' lah). Then this wierd guy came and
sat beside me. He started talking to me. He was trying to promote this place where
ppl come together to jam. I was like so Zzz lah. But i didnt tell him to shove off or
anything. When i couldnt take it anymore, I went back to find the others.

I really felt damn bad lah.. Yet everyone wanted to dance. So i danced along too lo.
But this time was kinda awkard. I felt really stiff and stuff. I really wanted to stop. But
they kept me going by force. If i went somewhere else, they all would come. Zzz.

The session was over and we all were walking back to BSC room. Everyone was in
pairs, threesomes. However, i was alone again. Zzz. The rest went for dinner. But i
headed back home. No dinner. Darn hungry. But no appetite.

Sometimes, I just feel like going to another dimension. All by myself. A life alone.
Zzzz. What the heck. I really dont blame anyone. But sometimes, i wish that people
will take notice of me?. I dunno how to phrase it..

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I'm kinda getting irritated of this person. I feel that he/she really ACTIONS alot.
You dont really to show off alot u know! Freak you! Cant you at least look at your
surroundings before all those STUPID stunts. If SOMEONE really got hurt, I
swear i'm gonna beat you up. Luckily it wasn't serious. I was damn friggin' angry with
you. I wanted to call you an idiot, bastard, wadeva. It may have been an accident. But
i'll still blame you cuz it was ur STUPIDITY of not takin' notice of your
surroundings before doing those STUPID acts. But cuz of the people dere, i
controlled myself. FREAK YOU!

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Night walks makes my troubled mind feel much better.. But sometimes, I wished I
had someone to pour my heart out to.. ='(
This is really a bad year for me so far.. I look forward, but keep havin' these setbacks
thrown right back at me..

Posted by pika :: 00:09 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Thursday, January 18, 2007

And Now i'm bright and happy again!!!!

LOL!!!

Always have such a fun time talking to Serene!! She's so nice!!! HAHAHAHA! ^^,

Alright, time to sleep le! (if i can, WAHAHAA)

M doing peer tutoring tmr.. Muz wake up early and go print the materials for all my members and that fat pig lah!!! AHAHAHAHAHA

Posted by pika :: 02:41 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

Please dont read this if u dont wan ur happy mood to be affect. caution, you have been warned..

Its 1am now.. I'm darn tired and sleepy.. But I just cant seem to fall asleep.. Been lying on my bed for the past hour with thoughts just running thru my mind.. I have no idea why these thoughts juz keep coming and coming. Its not the same scene, but hmm... i dunno how to describe it.

I dunno how to describe how i'm feeling now.. All i know is that its a feeling that i've never really experienced before.. Its so hard to describe. But i can feel that it comes from deep deep within me.. It's been in me for quite sometime.. But it seems to be getting stronger.. I guess that they're some things that i can't explain in life and this is just one of them..

Sometimes, i dunno why i do the things i do. Sometimes, my body justs takes over my mind, and does things naturally.. Maybe its lik what i'm feelin being expressed out?I have no clue.

The song "To Zanarkand" is being replayed over and over on my iTunes now. I just cant seem to change the song. I have no idea how come i just wanna hear this song and nothing else. Nothing else really matters right now. Sometimes, no. Most of the times, i don't seem let my inner feelings? Inner self? come out when i go out with me frenz. Why? Sometimes, i juz cant show somethings to some people. May be i dont wanna affect their mood? Another unexplainable thingy again..

Sighs, Sighs and more sighs.. Sometimes i can get really high, and the next day, just the tiniest thing can occur and i'll be left thinking about stuffs. It may have happened? Happening? Or just thinking about the future.. I really have no idea. Blank mind.. Down.. wadeva..

I really wanna play this song on the guitar. Although its a piano piece, sometimes, i find it nicer on other instruments for a change.. I dont have the tabs or chords for this lovely song. So i'll just have to figure out the notes myself.. It's gonna take a bloody long time. But be it 1 month, 2 months, or even a year. I swear m gonna learn this song. That's a promise..

Posted by pika :: 00:54 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I'M HIGH!

I'M HAPPY!

I'M "WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

*JUMPS AROUND THE ROOM*

I LOVE BSC. I'm so glad i joined BSC, if not, i wouldnt have met so many wonderful and NICE frenz!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Guess what???!!!! This is also my 100th entry! WHOOOOOOOOO

So nice to begin and and my 100th entry on such a high note! WAHAHAHAHAHAH

Hopefully, more days like this would come! I cant wait!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok.. i'm getting really high right now.. I JUZ WANNA JUMP!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alright, time to chiong project (if i can really get 50% of my mood into it, it'd be a miracle). So until next time.. This is pikabear, signing off! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO

Posted by pika :: 21:34 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Monday, January 15, 2007

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

What Element Are You?

LOL.. This thing ah.. can ok lah. not bad. HOWEVER, i do not have a huge ego and do NOT love to be the centre of attention. HAHA!!!

Posted by pika :: 08:10 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, January 14, 2007

Haha, So i've been feelin' down and out all day today..

But Now i seem to have gone back to my usual self! HAHA!

Still down with fever, flu and throat infection though.. ='(

But Hopefully i'll recover by tmr cuz got marketing presentation!!!! Blearh!

Oh Yeah.. I dunno y, but once i heard this song, my whole world just bightened up! HAHA!

I Dunno why, may be how m feelin' inside? May be some other stuff? But i love this song juz NOW! HAHAH!

Colourblind

Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you

Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside

A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!

When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Oh oh

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead

Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right

All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!

When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Mm mm

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely

Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind

I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

I'm colour blind

Posted by pika :: 23:26 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

1 box of tissue ( 150 sheets) all used up in 3 hours..

Just Great.. Lovely weather to top it up.

Home Alone with 3 dogs, 1 parrot, a few birds, uncountable fishes and bugs..

ILove it! I Feel great!

Posted by pika :: 14:31 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

Crap, I dunno wad's wrong with me now..

So darn... emo? sad? crappy? heart-pain? I Dunno!
This Sucks..

I Dont't Know How I'm Feeling.. A Sate Of Indescribable Feelings. Dunno Why, But I dont Wish To Talk To Anyone? I Guess That's Y M Appearing Offline everytime i'm online now..

Crappy Day, Crappy Feelings, Crappy Time, Crappy Programmes, Crappy Weather, Crappy Shyt.

To Add On.. I've Got A Fever, Flu And Throat infection..

Zzzz..

And I Wanna Believe You
When You Tell Me It's Gonna Be Ok,
Ya I Try To Believe You,
But I Don't..

When You Say That It's Gonna Be,
It Always Turns Out To Be A Different Way,
I Try To Believe You,
Not Today, Today, Today, Today, Today..

I, Don't Know How To Feel,
Tommorrow, Tommorrow..
I, Don't Know What To Say,
Tommorrow, Tommorrow,
Is A Different Day

It's Always Been Up To You,
It's Turning Around,
It's Up To Me
I'm Gonna Do What I Have To Do,
Just Do
Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change ..
Tomorrow it may change..
Tomorrow it may change..
Tomorrow it may change ..

Posted by pika :: 10:23 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Saturday, January 13, 2007

The Key To My Rusted Heart
Is Always Nearby, Laughing!

I Want To Find A Happiness
That Has No Shape.
Even If By Opening It,
A Rain Of Darkness Starts Falling.
This Huge Dream That Can't Be Voiced,
I'll Grant To You
Even If It Deepens My Wounds.

Believe In Us,
Because Then We Can Keep Talking With Looking Away.
If One Day You Realise
That There's No Light In Your Life,
I'll Change that ,
And Illuminate All Your Memories Directly!

I Bet God Is Testing Our Hearts
If Something Briefly Catches Your Ear In This World,
I Bet You're Trying To Find My Song.
I'll Always Be Waiting Near Your Dreams,
To Catch Hold Of Your Song.

The Key To My Rusted Heart,
Is Always Nearby, Laughing!

- =D

Posted by pika :: 17:30 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Thursday, January 11, 2007

OH NOOOOOO!!!!

M like so gonna be screwed... Reflective journal and Marketing project to be handed in tmr. I just recieved word that 1 member of my grp didnt do their part fully and now i think we gotta their part! I also havent started on my Journal yet!!! Damn this sucks..

To make matters worst.. I cant seem to concentrate =(

My mind keeps wandering off and i seem to be in a daze every few minutes.. This is bad!!!

I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow
I`m thinking out, about whats ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day

Posted by pika :: 22:07 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

Blogger was down for the past few days. So i couldnt post anything up.

Been staying back in sch everyday this week. I cant rmb when was the last time i ever left the sch b4 sunset. Zzz.. But i was more then happy to stay back late!!! U know why?? Bcuz SOMEONE was dere!!! HAHAHA!!

I brought my guitar to sch today cuz had a 4 hr break inbetween class. Clement brought his too! Went to sports complex to have a guitar playing session cuz Clement didnt know how to Jam. haha. A few others followed us too (mike, shaz, charlene,kenneth, kelly). Had a real run time rocking around. HAHA! however, clement didnt play very much.. I wasnt sure why at first.. Wad for bring ur guitar if you're not going to play.. But it was juz b4 i came back that Lena told me that Clement said that the way i played was so 'pro' that he didnt dare to touch his guitar, let alone play it. So sorry Clement.. I didnt know that u felt like that. I really thought u were more interested in playing Table-tennis.

So i played around by myself lo.. Kelly wanted to learn some songs, so i taught her how to play bon jovi's "have a nice day" and "baby can i hold you" by Boyzone. I also taught her how to play the intro for "welcome to the black parade".

I didnt know that mike took some guitar classes in sec sch. I taught him how to play "wake me up when september ends" by greenday. He was really like a young boy, damn enthusiastic about playing that song. LOL.

Charlene said that I have a very manly voice when i played "wherever you will go" by the calling. Everyone said that the way i played that song was damn emo, but nice. LOL. But that's how i thought the song should be played. Its about love after all. Haha.

Went to hang out at the BSC room after my last lesson which ended at 3pm. Played some songs too. But i know i played much worst then how i did with my classmates.. I wasnt feeling my usual self.. Like something was missing? I felt a sense of emptiness in me and so i didnt really play the songs with any feeling...

Oh well.. It's raining again.. Cabbed home with Lena. M drenched. Luckily i brought my semi-hard casing for the guitar. If not, it might've been spoilt by the rain..

Posted by pika :: 20:45 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Tuesday, January 09, 2007

More or less done with marketing project already! WAHAHA. Such a load of my mind.. now muz concentrate on comm skills reflective journal.. Zzz

Went for biz shield just now.. HAHHA. Today never support anyone! But I'll be dere to support the Bananas, the ex-banana, and 2 Vodka-s! HAHAHA. U've gotta thank me ppl! I am specially takin some time off to come support u ok! Muz do ur best hor! HEHE (^^,)

Oh ya.. I named the name of my golf resort for the marketing project "Ataraxia". HAHA!
It means " a state of freedom from emotional disturbance and anxiety, tranquilty or Serenity"
If i;m ever gonna set up a golf resort hor.. that would defnately be the name of it! haha! it was chosen with much care and concern?? lol. Nvm.. i juz love the name! HEE!

After biz shield ended which was about 10+, went to makan opposite sch.. cabb home after that.. haha!

okok. short entry. but damn tired.. However, i dun wanna sleep yet! haha! got much more fun things to do..

And i juz realised that so many ppl has come to my blog.. PLS TAG SUMTHNI!!! HAHAH

Posted by pika :: 01:37 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Monday, January 08, 2007

I loved the way Ivan and his partner dance to this song on "so you think you can dance"!!!! SOOOOO nice!!!!

Makes me wanna dance now!!! HAHAHA

Posted by pika :: 00:25 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Sunday, January 07, 2007

Removed the other music player already la! Happy now. Haha.

I said that maybe i'll post my new year's resolution in this entry. I was reading my previous post just a while ago. Looks like i cant post it up in this entry.. HAHA! why.. Cuz i said that i wanted ppl to see that change in me. If they still find me the same, then that would mean that my resolution was never fulfilled. Maybe next time when we go out bahx Serene! HAHA! Maybe you'll notice something different about me the next time we meet. HEHE! (^^,)

Came back from guitar lesson/jamming session with kuzzin juz now. He ask me to go perform at TP's dinner and dance! HAHA! Should i or should i not?? Muz play and sing... hmmm.. erm.. NO!~ haha! We play together still ok la. In front of a large crowd ar.. lol. Need loads of moral support! LOL. I not like him, a performer who perform at so many events liao.. (yawnz)

He still ask me go join Singapore Idol leh!!! NO WAY DUDE! Jonathan Leong never win Singapore Idol last season! I dont support Singapore Idol liao! No WAy! HAHA. Too bad he now still serving NS as Civil Service. If not i sure make him join lo. Project superstar ah.. Even more Nono.. My english songs still ok.. But Chinese songs ah.. must sing until so high pitch.. GAY LA! LOL.

WAlao, he very lucky leh. Got into Civil Service.. Heard its very slack.. Hope i get into Civil Service or Police when my turn to serve NS. HAHA

Hmm.. I feel like going Botanical Gardens.. So long never been dere already.. Last time i went, there was some construction going on. Hope its done already. That time the air was so polluted at some parts! Grrr.. How dare u destroy all the nice nice plants! U SHALL FACE MY WRATH! WAHAHAH.. (ok, nvm.. Lols). Hmm.. Anyone wanna go Botanical Gardens also?? Haha. i dowana go alone =S. OR YEA!! maybe i can play it for the next babana outing! Picnic at Botanical Gardens! The i bring my guitar and play for them! Free show! WAHAHA.

ZZZZ... ok muz go liaoz.. muz do projects.. * Oh for crying out loud!!!! Let it be over! I juz wanna slack! Even all the time in the world is not enuff formeto slack!* =D

Posted by pika :: 16:29 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Thursday, January 04, 2007

Crappy iTunes..

Its been playing all these sad emo songs all nite till now... Even if i change to a more upbeat song, it'll still shuffle to another sad emo song. Zzz.. SO NOT ME\

Its Starting to rain again.. Now i'm really starting to get suspicious..

Does it rain because i'm sad?
Or am i sad because it rains..

Skipped Law tutorial today cuz wasnt feeling well.. One of those days when u're feeling down and out. so i came home and here i am.. stoning..

Posted by pika :: 16:20 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone

together we stand

i'll be by your side

you know i'll take your hand

when it gets cold

and it feels like the end

theres no place to go you know i wont give in

no i wont give in.

Keep holding on

'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

just stay strong

cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you

theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do

theres no other way when it comes to the truth

so keep holding on

cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here

before it's too late this could all disapear

before the doors close, this comes to an end

but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when i say, when i say

i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny

what ever is ment to be

will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah

ladadadadada...

Posted by pika :: 16:08 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------
Wednesday, January 03, 2007

*I Better watch wad i post here. Haha. *

Went for the first BSC outing 2007. We went bowling at katong! Haha. Havent gone bowling for quite some time now. My skills have dropped tremondously! HOWEVER! I am still among the best out of the group who went! =P. Haha. Getting Bhb liao.. Oops.

The shuai guys at the bowling centre

more yan daos' came

Pls dont be fooled. No one won anything.. AHAHA

KB's finally achieve wad he wanted since sec 1.. BIG HUGE GREEN BOOBS.! LOL

After that, went to boat quay..

On the bus ride..

Din and Feifei

Kannan & KB.

Tk, mark, Skye

Din, Feifei and Ling Yu

Serene & me! =)

Met cai and daniel goh at boat quay. The slacked around the bridges and areas beside the river.

We were being friendly Singaporeans and waving to tourists taking the boat ride

The h-O-t ladies from BSC. haha

Boy, i love minds cafe. Haha! We had so much fun playing with the games provided. First we play 'truth or dare jenga'. LOLs.

Red tiles = dare
black tiles = truth
wooden tiles = nothing.

Mark think's he's L..

Look at the 2 shuai ge behind that lion. haha. =D

So fun! Only Daniel goh kana all the forfeits cuz the game dun like him! WAHAHA. Ke kept making the building blocks fall! AND KB ! HE DIDNT DO HIS FORFEIT! (pretending to be a tight rope circus walker). I WANNA SEE U DO IT HOR! =D

Walked around the area to esplanade and marina square the rest of the trip. I felt so bad actually. Haha.. There were so many couples around.. and then we were this big group of teenagers who were making so much noise and disrupting the romantic scene for the couples.. Sighs.. Haha. Oh well..

I finally made my new year's resolution. God shall be my witness. I shall achieve what i set out to do.. So what's my new year's resolution u ask.. i shall not tell u! I wan you to be able to see it. I want you to see how i'll change from the *******************************.

It doesnt mean that i'm not angry just cuz i dont show it. If i dont show that i'm angry, it juz means that i dont wan dere to be tension or uneasiness or it's juz cause u're not worth being angry at by me.

That's all for now. Got loads of project deadlines to meet by end of this month. CHIONG AH!

Posted by pika :: 20:11 :: ---------------I Will Be Here For You Baby, Anytime---------------