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My Only One
Thursday, January 18, 2007

Please dont read this if u dont wan ur happy mood to be affect. caution, you have been warned..

Its 1am now.. I'm darn tired and sleepy.. But I just cant seem to fall asleep.. Been lying on my bed for the past hour with thoughts just running thru my mind.. I have no idea why these thoughts juz keep coming and coming. Its not the same scene, but hmm... i dunno how to describe it.

I dunno how to describe how i'm feeling now.. All i know is that its a feeling that i've never really experienced before.. Its so hard to describe. But i can feel that it comes from deep deep within me.. It's been in me for quite sometime.. But it seems to be getting stronger.. I guess that they're some things that i can't explain in life and this is just one of them..

Sometimes, i dunno why i do the things i do. Sometimes, my body justs takes over my mind, and does things naturally.. Maybe its lik what i'm feelin being expressed out?I have no clue.

The song "To Zanarkand" is being replayed over and over on my iTunes now. I just cant seem to change the song. I have no idea how come i just wanna hear this song and nothing else. Nothing else really matters right now. Sometimes, no. Most of the times, i don't seem let my inner feelings? Inner self? come out when i go out with me frenz. Why? Sometimes, i juz cant show somethings to some people. May be i dont wanna affect their mood? Another unexplainable thingy again..

Sighs, Sighs and more sighs.. Sometimes i can get really high, and the next day, just the tiniest thing can occur and i'll be left thinking about stuffs. It may have happened? Happening? Or just thinking about the future.. I really have no idea. Blank mind.. Down.. wadeva..

I really wanna play this song on the guitar. Although its a piano piece, sometimes, i find it nicer on other instruments for a change.. I dont have the tabs or chords for this lovely song. So i'll just have to figure out the notes myself.. It's gonna take a bloody long time. But be it 1 month, 2 months, or even a year. I swear m gonna learn this song. That's a promise..

Posted by pika :: 00:54 ::
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